Sunday, April 28, 2019

Helena - Book 15



Helena is a novel by Evelyn Waugh of Brideshead Revisited fame.  Waugh was raised Anglican, became an agnostic for many years and around the age of 30 converted to Catholicism.  Helena is his fictionalized story of St. Helen, the mother of Constantine and the supposed discoverer of the True Cross, a famous relic, pieces of which are found in many churches.

This book was my Classics spin for the Classics Club, which gives me until May 31 to finish the book.  However, it only took me three days to read.  I found it very hard to put down and it is not at all a long novel.

From the BBC series Brideshead Revisited.  One of the best adaptations ever.  But the book is still better!

Waugh is a master wordsmith.  His precision in creating characters and the mood of the novel, the dialogue, the pacing, the deeper story going on, all the while conveyed in the subtlest way, is really captivating.  Waugh says this was his favorite novel.  I can see why.  Waugh moves deftly in telling a fictional tale of a young girl married off to a Roman soldier without any idea of who he really is.  He is of the great families that struggle to rule Rome.  He bides his time and eventually, after decades, gains control.  At first Helen is happy and in love.  She bears him a son, Constantine whom she raises lovingly in her palace in Asia Minor until he is 14.  She is a clear sighted soul, who sees the evil the murderous power struggle that is eating the Roman Empire for what it is.  She is never seduced by power.  Instead, in her pagan way, she longs for truth.  She longs for a reasonable answer to her deeper questions.  She is of a stoic bent though and accepts her lot and the heartbreak it brings.

Throughout the book the rise of Christianity is hinted at.  it is mentioned here and there, but most people seem to have it all wrong.  It is all twisted up with a pagan understanding, seen as just a cult like the many other cults that are brewing at the time.  Constantine has his vision of the cross and wins the Battle of Milvian Bridge.  But he's all twisted too.  When Helena is allowed to visit him in Rome after years and years of never seeing him, she sees what the sordid insanity of Rome has done to him.  There are glimmers of the old Constantine, her child, but his mind has been demented by so much killing, manipulating, spying and paranoia.  He's banking on Christianity though to bring his kingdom together.

I felt the same admiration for Waugh in the way he presents the sordidness of Rome without ever really depicting it graphically, as I did when I read that great novel of early Christianity, Quo Vadis.  The reader feels how utterly creepy and unhinged the whole atmosphere must have been, thus making the intelligent charity of Christianity seem like such a breath of fresh air.  One can see why it was so very attractive and why it gained in popularity.  The world was suffocating under the unmitigated vice of the Roman world.

St. Helen finds the True Cross

Helena finally finds her purpose in her old age.  She converts, Waugh doesn't go into details at all, with great effect.  Instead she pursues her final goal, to find the true cross.   Waugh also uses anachronisms to great effect.  He's playing with our sense of history.  At one moment we are in the 300s A.D. but at other moments we in the 20th century looking back and using analogies from our own time to illustrate what's taking place.  He does this seamlessly without any feeling of strain for the reader to jump in time that way.  That to me was masterful storytelling.

The one disturbing irritant in Waugh's writing is that he always brings in the British sense of superiority/bigotry in the way he depicts blacks and Jews.  He was unfortunately a man of his time in that way.  He always seems to have to get a few digs in.  So there's a great inconsistency in his faith; he so deeply understood so much of it, as is evident in the power of his writings, yet he never could overcome the cultural bias he was raised with.

In spite of that, I thoroughly enjoyed this novel.  For more book reviews, go to Read 52 Books in 52 Weeks.


The Life of Moses - Book 14



The Life of Moses by Church Father St. Gregory of Nyssa is a retelling of the story of Moses from Exodus, with a line by line fleshing out of the theological significance of every aspect.  Moses is a pre-figurement of Christ in many ways but also his story reflects everyone's spiritual journey to union with God.

The book begins with a long summary of the whole story of Moses' life.  Then St. Gregory goes back to the beginning and methodically and in rich language works through the theological implications of everything.  I googled around to see what others thought about this and found this review which I strongly disagree with!  I did not find this a difficult book, nor did the idea that there are layers of meaning in scripture that can be found by analyzing the text in different contexts a strange idea.

For instance, when St. Gregory talks about the puzzling language that attributes to God the idea that he (God) hardened Pharaoh's heart, the author (St. Gregory) says in so many words, how can this be?  God does not force people to sin and what was Pharaoh doing when he rejects Moses's plea and continues to oppress the Hebrew slaves, but sin?  St. Gregory attributes this to a fault in the language.  In a larger sense, because God knows all, He knows that Pharaoh will reject Moses.  But because God is all good as well, he can not force someone to sin.  So therefore St. Gregory sees the language of 'God hardening Pharaoh's heart' as a poetic expression, rather than an accurate theological one.  Instead he says, look how merciful God was!  He gave Pharaoh 10 chances.  He showed his power, he showed Pharaoh the consequences of rejecting him and each time Pharaoh threw the chance away, until the worst one.  And even then, he did not truly repent but came after the Hebrews and his army wound up drowning in the Red Sea.

The part of the book that really sang to my soul was when St. Gregory uses Moses' relationship with God as a prototype for everyone's path to holiness.  Moses was humble and obedient; he didn't understand much but he trusted and loved and longed to see God's face.  His trust, love and longing make him bold and steadfast. Here's quote that jumped out at me.

This sort of experience I believe to belong to a soul which truly loves that which is beautiful.  Hope continually pulls the soul from the excellence which is visible to what is beyond, always igniting a longing for the secret by what is readily seen.  So the true lover of excellence, although obtaining what is always manifest as an image of what yearns for, yet still yearns to be filled with the very likeness of the archetype.
And the bold demand which ascends the mountain of desire seeks this:  to enjoy the beauty not from a mirror or reflection, but face to face.

Our longing for God can never be satiated in this life.  But that longing itself serves to inexorably call us closer and closer to holiness.

Another example of how St. Gregory interprets the story:  when Moses asks to see God and God replies that if Moses saw him he would die, but then God allows Moses to see God's back as He passes by.  St. Gregory puzzles over this.  How can to see God's face mean death, when God is the creator of life, I am that am, in fact, very existence itself!  He then interprets this to mean that 'death' in this case is something that is beyond this life.  Moses, in other words can not grasp or understand what God truly is, just as someone who is dead is now beyond us, so God is beyond our comprehension.  However, by viewing God's 'back,' Moses becomes a true follower.  If someone is guiding us, leading us, then we follow that person, keeping his back in sight so we know we are following the right way.

I read this book on my kindle and like many e versions of old texts that are free or very inexpensive to purchase, the text is rife with typos.  This is frustrating!  I don't understand the sloppiness involved here.  Did people think readers who wanted to read old classics don't care about accuracy and being able to comprehend the sentences?    Did no one bother to proof read?  So there were certainly some passages in this book that were obscure, not because of St. Gregory's writing or analytical style but because the text was poorly transcribed.  For this reason I am not linking to the Kindle version but one put out by a usually reliable publisher.  Hopefully that translation and transcription is of a better quality.

Since reading the City of God by St.Augustine (a mammoth task for me!) I have come to really appreciate how the early Church Fathers blended the natural reasoning and law discovered by the great Greek philosophers with the basic precepts of Christianity.  What a gift they have given the world!  Because faith and reason can never contradict each other, both are given of God, the early fathers presented us with a gigantic gift that so much flows from, even to the Enlightenment and the birth of science!

I highly recommend reading The Life of Moses. For more book reviews go to Read 52 Books in 52 Weeks.






Death in the Stocks - Book 13



Death in the Stocks by Georgette Heyer is a fun, well-written, humorous and intelligent murder mystery.  It is very much in the genre of an Agatha Christie mystery being British and set vaguely in the 1920's or so.  A wealthy mine owner is found stabbed to death with his feet stuck in the old stocks of a country village commons.  We meet his eccentric half-siblings Antonia and Kenneth, their cousin Giles, a solicitor who represents them, Antonia's fiancee who worked for the dead man and a long thought dead brother who suddenly shows up.  And then there is Kenneth's beautiful fiancee.  This mystery is termed an Inspector Hannasyde mystery (a recurring Scotland Yard detective in Heyer's mysteries) but he really doesn't solve the mystery at all!

A very charming story with lots of great dialogue.

Two thumbs up if you want an enjoyable cozy mystery to get lost in.  I thought a lot of the book read almost like a play and in my head I had fun imagining how to stage it!

For more book reviews, go to Read 52 Books in 52 Weeks.

Monday, April 22, 2019

Classics Spin Pick is #19

This is so providential that the classics spin number turned out to be #19! 

On my list of classics to read this time around, my number 19 was Helena by Evelyn Waugh.



Which is funny because yesterday at Easter brunch at my oldest daughter's house, I mentioned that I was excited to see which number was picked for the classics spin and I explained what it was and how it was done.  (Go here to understand and go here to see my latest list).  And the one book out of the 20 I mentioned was Helena because my daughter's housemate at one time was studying Waugh for his masters degree in English.  In fact, I think he had even been asked to speak on Waugh at one or two events, being seen as a expert on him.  (Now he is pursuing his Ph.D on some other topic.)  Anyhoo, I just mentioned that book over brunch and then later my daughter texted me trying to recall which Waugh work I had been talking about. 

And then today I went to the Classics Club page and lo and behold the number was 19 and I am to read Helena now for my spin.  Hooray!  I am very excited!

Sunday, April 21, 2019

The Light of Christ - Book 12


He is risen!  Alleluia!

I started reading this book months ago.  It was my morning meditation, but I could only read a sentence or a paragraph at most each time because my dog required so much of my morning attention.  And then I'd go a week or two when I'd forget to even read that much.  Midway through Lent I realized what a lousy Lent I seemed to be having, so I vowed to only read spiritual reading until Easter.  Thus I picked up my pace.  I still couldn't read much at a time though and take it all in.  In fact, I am sure I did not take it all in, it is such a rich, profound book.  Father White writes in a crystal clear but very dense way.  There is no extraneous wording.  He doesn't write in a particularly formal way, he is very accessible, it is just that he is talking about such profound things in such an erudite way, that I just couldn't breeze through it.  Every sentence practically had me pondering eternal things and deep questions.

So much of catechesis these days is really shallow and watered down.  This is not!!!  I found this book to be a really rejuvenating one in terms of belief in the teachings of the Catholic Church.  My faith or my desire for my faith has been deeply shaken by the last round of corruption and perversion in the Church.  I don't know whom to trust.  But the brilliant, faithful, wise and learned teachings that have come down to us from the Church fathers and built up by the great saints and theologians that form her magisterium is indelible truth.  This is what I trust.

This too shall pass.  The Church has always had sinful members, sinful players in her history.  It started with Judas.  The spirit of this godless age has infiltrated her, the smoke of Satan.  We are battling that now.  But this book made me feel less estranged because of her unfaithfulness.  It paints the bigger picture. It helped me step back and look at the broader horizon of salvation history.  And that made me love the Church again because I love her founder, Jesus Christ.

Lots of people have written much more articulately about this book than I have.  Here's one review.  ** I wrote this review on 4/17, the day Father Schall died!  Requiescet in Pace!

Two thumbs up!  Actually, two arms raised in praise!  For more book reviews go to Read 52 Books in 52 Weeks.

He is risen!  Alleluia!

Noli me tangere!  (St. Mary Magdalene sees the risen Christ by Giotto)




Friday, April 19, 2019

Good Friday ponderings on practical responses to the ills of the world.

It's Good Friday, 2019.  I woke early and was pondering on how a Christian should respond to the suffering and the evils in the world today, in this moment..  As a first world person who lives in upper class suburbia, how to respond?  I want every part of my life, my every waking decision to be in alignment with Christ's will.  This got me started in listing in my head the organizations I admire, sometimes support financially and really ought to try to be more involved with.  There are too many though!

And Then There Were None (ATTWN) - Abby Johnson's organization helps abortion workers leave the cult-like abortion industry.  There's a lot of backlash, peer intimidation and even threatened law suits and legal ramification when attempting to leave the industry.  Since the release of the movie Unplanned, 96 abortion workers have reached out to ATTWN.  I'm interested but not involved.

Becket Fund - this awesome law firm defends religious freedom for all.  They represented the Little Sisters of the Poor but have also defended Muslims, Sikhs, Native Americans and many other religious people whose rights are being encroached upon by an aggressive secular state.  We've supported this group financially in the past.

Better Angels - this organization promotes dialogue and tries to diffuse the polarization going on right now.  I've attended a workshop and one local meeting.  I hope to get more involved.

Big Ocean Women - this beautifully inspirational organization is trying to redefine feminism as something that celebrates women's gifts and strengths.  They use the term maternal feminism.  Really deep powerful stuff!  I'm really interested but the closest 'cottage' is in Manassas.  I hate driving at night.  When life calms down, I might just join as an independent.

CanaVox - advocates for marriage based on natural law and the foundational reasons for marriage, instead of the post modern one.  Another group of incredibly articulate and independent women who stare down the adversary with grace and truth.  I'm interested but not involved.

Faith Alliance for Climate Solutions - this is a local group of religious churches, synagogues, mosques, etc fighting to change laws and mores to help protect the environment, mostly focuses on climate but also deals with other environmental issues.  I mostly just hear about this organization through my involvement in the Creation Care Team at my parish.

FamilyPASS - a local organization that helps homeless or nearly homeless families in our area.  I used to volunteer a bit with this group but that has lately fallen by the wayside.  Maybe I should re-energize my involvement.

Food for the Poor - this is an international organization that helps the poor in the Western Hemisphere, mostly places like Haiti and other Caribbean countries as well as Central America.  It got into some financial hot water a decade ago but seems to have come through and seems to be a steady and reliable charity.  This is R's favorite charity.

Operation Underground Railroad - a non-profit that fights child sex trafficking.  We did a 5K for this group.  I mean to get more involved.

St. Mark parish - this is where we do most of our outreach.  I usually do

  •  a once a month dinner for a local homeless shelter and 
  •  once a year hypothermia shelter help with another parish.  This takes several meetings and on going planning for a few months.
  •  We used to be more involved when the kids were younger and participated in the junior high and then teen work camps.  
  • I will occasionally donate to our Matthew 25 grocery items program for local food pantries I definitely could step up on this.  In fact, I making the decision to really make it part of my weekly routine. 
  • Occasional things like participating in the Second Sunday Sustenance, occasional events like most recently an interfaith food packing day at a nearby synagogue.  We also donate and some times help with the Thanksgiving Clothing Drive.  We usually participate in the Giving Tree and this Lent they had a comparable thing with a cross instead of tree.  
  •  I know one thing I'd like to be more involved with is the St. Lucy Project which coordinates food donations throughout the diocese.  I have visions of growing lots of food in my garden and donating a lot of it to food pantries.  We could maybe help out with unloading on Sunday afternoons once a month.  Must bring this up to family.

Tahirih Justice Center - this organization started by the Baha'i church helps defends the rights of women from abuse, exploitation, forced marriage, etc.  They fight mightily for the least among us, poor immigrant women.  We have contributed money to this organization who is representing our dear friend in her asylum case.

Them Before Us - a children's rights organization fighting surrogacy and other artificial ways of commodifying children.  I mostly just follow this group on facebook.

Virginia Catholic Conference - this is a state organization that watching laws and either supports or opposed them according to their alignment with Catholic social teaching.  I like their email notices and newsletter that keeps me up to date on happenings in VA.  I do often respond to their plea to send emails to state government over bills and issues.

I'm trying to conform to Christian principles in everything but it is overwhelming.  Not only do I want to support those who are trying to do good in the world, as well as making contributions and volunteering an important and integral aspect of my life, but I also want to use my consumer buying power to:


  • contribute to justice in the manufacturing realm by buying second hand when I can or making sure the brands I do buy new are from companies that use best practices.
  • support environmental efforts to reduce pollution and waste
For someone suffering from ADD like me, it is a lot to wrap my mind around.

Rereading this I think, did I already blog about this a while ago?  Also, does this sound like I am bragging or something?  I'm just trying to organize my thoughts and I am in the long term habit of thinking out loud here.  

Anyway, may this Good Friday be a blessing to anyone out there tuning in!








Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Classics Spin for May 2019

List of classics for this spin.  They'll pick the number over at the Classics Club on Monday 4/22.

1.  The Consolation of Philosophy by Boethius
2.  Summa Theologica by St. Thomas Aquinas (probably just the first part)
3.  Interior Castle by St. Teresa of Avila
4.  The Faerie Queene by Edmund Spenser
5.  Something by Shakespeare I haven't read yet.
6.  Utopia by St. Thomas More
7.  Crime and Punishment by Dostoevsky
8.  The Story of Art by E. H. Gombrich
9.  Civilization by Kenneth Clark
10.  The Practice of the Presence of God by Brother Lawrence
11.  Divine Comedy (other than Inferno; probably Purgatio) by Dante
12.  The Betrothed by Alessandro Manzoni
13.  A Vindication of the Rights of Women by Mary Wollstonecraft
14.  Ficciones by  Jorge Luis Borges
15.  Wise Blood by Flannery O'Conner
16.  The Wasteland by T. S. Eliot
17.  Memoirs of Margery Kempe
18.  Writings of Hildegard of Bingen
19.  Helena by Evelyn Waugh
20.  Something by Kathleen Norris (Dakota Walk or Quotidian Mysteries)

Since I've limited myself to only spiritual reading until Easter, I'm kind of burned out on that!  So if one of those books gets chosen, I hope it is a shorter one.  I kind of need a light, refreshing novel right about now (none of which is on this list!).  I'm currently reading The Life of Moses by St. Gregory Nyssa.


Friday, April 5, 2019

Josh's Birthday

Josh turned 24 yesterday.  His siblings took him out to a diner and then to an escape room.  He loved it!

Here they are (except Eli who is in Boston).


From left to right:  Sean, Peter (in helmet), Hannah, Becky, Viviane (in crown) and Joshua, looking rakishly cockney, I think.

Hannah didn't look pregnant until all of a sudden she looked really pregnant!  She's got three more months to go!!!!  She just popped out big time overnight!

Anyway, they said they had a really good time.